Hehe!

"People say that Anakin is nothing but a whiney teenager, of course the biggest villain in the universe is going to be a whiney teenager.  He started out as a whiney teenager, an emo kid with issues."

I love Kevin Smith!

[I'm paraphrasing by the way, my memory isn't that good! ^__^]

A New Week, A New...

So I am not feeling as weird/upset/depressed about things at the moment...I think the stupid full moon had something to do with it.  It always does, although I never figure it out until after the fact...anyways!  I am working on getting things ready for the art show at the beginning of February that I'm really excited about.  

I had coffee with Stephanie the other day for her birthday which was a lot of fun, and Kalin and I seemed to have worked things out...so I guess things are getting better...slowly.  I have a few leads on some more job type things which  make me happy.  I at least feel like I'm headed in the right direction...ok, now I'm rambling enough!  Off to run errands and then clean the house!!!

Socks!!

I just found the best website EVER!!! [Ok, maybe not EVER, but for someone who loves socks as much as I do, this is pretty awesome, AND affordable!]

The Wind...

I am feeling restless today...and in a very bad mood for no apparent reason...

I got home late last night and went to be about 12:30 only to be woken up at 1:30 with an overwhelming sense of dread and Carter mrowing most pitifully...so I got up to investigate and then was almost paralyzed with fear that there was someone in the house, but I found Carter and gave him a little bit of food and went back to sleep but I had weird crazy discombobulated dreams the rest of the night...

This morning felt anti-productive, that's right not just un, but ANTI productive.  It's like I went backwards, and the fact that I have 19.99 in my checking account and I don't get paid until the 15th and all my bills are due on the 13th is driving me CRAZY!!! I need more work....I have a lot of stuff out in the future that is coming up, but nothing RIGHT NOW...which is frustrating and I couldn't stop thinking about it all day today.....

At least I had rehearsal with the Munchkins which helped take my mind off things, except now I'm afraid that now that I am writing about it I'll start thinking about it again....but I get to see Kalin tonight which will make me happy [provided he's not being poopy!]

I think these feelings and nightmares can be largely contributed to the ABRUPT change in weather-the wind is stirring everything up on the Physical AND Spiritual plane which I know sounds like New Age hoo ha, but I really feel that at least for me a lot of how I feel about life is connected with my environment....

I also think I need to practice social interaction after prolonged periods by myself...

The End.